still simplifying my eye

THE MORE I THINK ABOUT FINISHING THIS RECORD THE MORE I THINK I'M GOING TO HAVE TO REDISCOVER WHAT IT MEANS. EACH RECORD OF THE GRIEF SERIES HAS UNDERGONE AN INTENSE FINAL PRODUCTION PROCESS. I USUALLY LIVE THE RECORD FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS. I MAKE SURE IT MEETS ALL THE CRITERIA AND THAT I MYSELF KNOW HOW IT DESCRIBES IT'S STAGE IN THE GRIEF SERIES COMPLETELTY. I DIDN'T THINK THERE WAS ANYTHING MORE TO LEARN...OR I'M MAD AT MYSELF FOR TAKING SO MUCH TIME AWAY FROM THIS ONE...I'M SURE IT WILL WORK OUT IN THE END.

SO I GOT TO GO HOME (EVERY GOOD CHANCE I GET) AND LISTEN TO EVERY WORD AND IMAGINE THAT I AM A PERSON WHO HAS JUST FINISHED THE OTHER THREE...IMAGINE I AM SITTING THERE EXPERIENCING LIFE AND DEATH...EXPERIENCING REBIRTH...EXPERIENCING THE SAME RECORD FROM A DIFFERENT MINDSET (OVER AND OVER AGAIN) I HAVE TO WONDER WHERE MICHAEL SCOTT IS TAKING ME. I'LL WONDER IF THE NEXT RECORD WILL SIMPLY BE AN EXPLOSION. I'LL WONDER IF I CAN TAKE IT ANYMORE. AND AS THE RECORD GOES ON I'LL WONDER THAT I'M STILL ALIVE.

WHEN I FININSH THE RECORD...WHEN I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I'M DONE...I'LL BREATHE A HEAVY BREATH AND PREPARE TO BRING MY AUDIENCE ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE EDGE OF THAT CLIFF. WE'LL BE ON TOP OF THE WORLD LOOKING DOWN AT THE MAGNITUTE OF ONE STRUGGLEING SOUL. FROM HERE WE CAN SEE ALL OF MICHAEL SCOTT AND KNOW THAT HE HAS GIVEN EVEYTHING TO INCLUDE HIS EVERY NUANCE. IT MIGHT NOT BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PICTURE BUT IT IS A COMPLETE PICTURE. IT WILL BE THAT MUCH MORE "SIMPLE" AND CLEAR FOR YOU WHEN THIS ONE'S DONE.